Smashing Pumpkins are back,just different.

I came oif age in the late 90's.We got stoned to Oasis and Triple 6 mafia.We partied to Hank Jr,and old Johnny Cash,and David Allen Coe.We drank our blues away woth a bottle of Jack and watched to stars at the lake.We head banged to Smashing pumkins and rode around till dawn,for no other reason that gas was cheap.Then we grew up got married and had kids.Party is over right,wrong.Its just starting.This morning Jake and I carved pumkins.Yes,later than halloween,but still.We did this so I can mash and freeze it in zippy bags to make pies,bread,and even pumpkin black bean chilli thats on tomorrows menu.mayeb tonight.I was talking to my cousin the other day and told her if someone had come to me and siad Id like being a SAHM Id have laughed in their face.I kinda expected her to judge me a bit,since kids are not on her list.She told me that being a SAHM was wonderful,and that if we could make it,than thats what I should do.I told her I actually liked making homeade hamburger buns for dinner the other night,and eating jam Id made myself.My My how my world ahs changed.When Jake was little I had to work,or we would nt have had a place to live or food to eat.Now I get to be there for all of Levi's little things he does and hear about little girls Jake is crushing on.Its nice.No,its wonderful.I love it.Ive had to create new challenges for myself so I dont become this bored little housewife.So Im roasting pumkin to stock up for winter,lol.And its fun!Jake is bird hunting in the back yard with his trusty red rider bb gun,and Levi is into everything.Neil is such a good helper to me too.I would have my life any other way right now.Being Suzie Freaking Homeaker.Jake and i made homeade busicuts for breakfast this morning and Neil was happy.Cooking is theraputic to me and I enjoy it.Ive even gotten better about housekeeping too.Makes me feel bad for when I wasnt cosnidering all i see that needs to be done on a dialy basis around here.We just keep on keeping on and enjoy everyday.Most days.