Back to my Domestic Godess Quest

So after a month of working,Ive returned to my home.Thank the good Lord for that too.I enjoyed working,but right now my family needs me more than an almost laughable paycheck.Neil and I crunched numbers till we were blue int he face,wiehging day care,and gas cost for me to actually go to a "real job".SO its back to cleaning,and laundry,and baby full time for me.I plan to take this time and ifnish my English degree so by the time im 30 I can corrupt tomorrows leaders with my politics.I havent been in much of a mood to be humerous and honestly theres been a buncha drama not worth mentioning.I will however say my MeMaw is sick,and has been in and out of the hospital and its taken a toll on my nerves.So being funny when life has not been is hard to do.Oh there have been some laughs,to be sure,but right now thoser have been few and far.I have tried to appreciate my Memaw,{daddys Mama},but now after almost for real loosing her,its put more things into perpesctive.Like my faith in God.Now,I will find us a church home and try to get somewhat active in that.He has given me her back and I ,like the rest of my family,immediate and not immedaite are very grateful for that.SHe is alot of the glue for my extended family.There are gatherings at her house on all the holidays and this year it wont be so.Shes just too sick to do it.Ive volunteered to cook at Thanksgiving,but if Neil has to wrok,my place is here.I will be torn if I have to make that choice.But he will understand if I load up the kiddos and head south.It will work out.This morning Ive googled how to make homeade furniture polish and will be using said recipe on my kitchen table later today.Im going ot be doing a fall clean out on my house.yay!I survied flying with Levi to Cali,and the trip waas great.But when i got off the plane,i got the call from Daddy telling me about Memaw.Kinda wiped it away for a while.the boys had fun playing toghether and Im so proud of my brohter nad his wife.and Id move to San Diego in a minute!thats all for now.